Thitipon Dicruen aka xric7
It has been indeed a longing for a return. I could speak of frozen landscapes, darkness, or even use many adjectives without getting to the point.
A higher sense of things urges, and it is from darkness that the light is brighter. The fire within that makes your eyes glow in the grasp of conflict.
Not anger, not fury, not berserker, though instead an elevated perception that comes from accepting all as it exists and for what it is.
Dark warrior, this is your nature.